A Reflection

              When returning home, I was asked to reflect on my Cambodia trip in one word. After much thought and contemplation, I chose the word gratitude. Gratitude is a noun, meaning a feeling of appreciation or thankfulness. To my knowledge, this sums up the trip perfectly.

               I am so grateful for Children’s Global Alliance and the experiences that I have been exposed to through this incredible organization. While volunteering with CGA, I have been granted opportunities to develop friendships with individuals in both Nicaragua and Cambodia. Not only have I changed the lives of children globally, but CGA has drastically changed mine. Ms. Lisa Marie has altered the lives of children living in developing countries, while changing the lives of student volunteers. Ms. Lisa Marie is an amazing role model that lives a life compassion and love. I have so much gratitude for the organization that has enabled and empowered me to volunteer on a global scale; I am immensely thankful.

               Gratitude is also the word that comes to mind about when I think about the orphans. They are extraordinarily grateful for every single object in their life and always present themselves with great appreciation when receiving donations. The children are so thankful for each day that they are given to live and cherish everyone and everything in their precious life. I am also so appreciative for their role in my life. They have taught me an incredible amount about love, trust, and gratitude itself. The kids have altered my perception of life and have allowed me to recognize and comprehend trust and friendships on an entirely new level. I have been so incredibly blessed to take part in this trip and have been forever changed by the children.

               Once again, the word gratitude explains my feelings when I think about the kids’ stories. I only interviewed a few individuals, but their stories taught me so much. Knowing nothing but abuse, the children face life with wounded, yet brave personalities. When hearing their stories and seeing the expression on their faces grow weak, it proved to me how one person’s actions can influence and affect the lives of a copious amount of people.

               The children were robbed of their innocence at a very young age, and were forced to grow up by the age of five. Here, they became independent and often found themselves looking after their younger siblings. When listening to their stories, it illustrated how impactful their parents were on them. Showing them nothing but pain and affecting their lives forever. I experienced a huge breaking point when realizing that the habits and actions of one person can affect so many people. With that, I figured that this affect can be positive or negative and it is up to the individual to decide how they will alter the lives of those around them. The gratitude I have for this realization is unreal.

               I have fallen in love with Cambodia and I am so thankful for everything and every person whom took part in this amazing trip. I wish the best of luck for the next group and know that they will do so much to further impact the lives of the orphans. I am forever filled with gratitude.